
thanks to yumi, and yajing 
for helping out with the kanji 
which translates as follows: 
You will feel that you are suddenly floating in the air. 
At that moment you will see your Mother's face. 
Then you are no more. 
15th (Thursday) 
Website work. Foggy all day. Some good research for the 
next pastel, 'Mitsubishi Kamikaze'. Finished Michelangelo 
Time-Life bio this afternoon, that I'd purchased 35 years 
ago. Heavy fog this evening 
17th (Saturday) 
Website work. Short talk with Maggie, long talk with 
Natalie this morning. Girl who works at Makeup Forever 
stopped to talk, holding coffee & dessert. I think she's 
Indian. with blonde hair & lovely face. 'Reefer Girl,' 
perhaps? Walking along Commercial Dr. in a light mist at 
twilight. Standing at Georgia looking at the old Mc/Bloedell 
bldg. An architectural masterpiece, rising elegantly up into 
the mist, circled by halos of sparkling light 
22nd (Thursday) 
Website work. Short chat with Japanese girl at Market Place 
24th (Saturday)   [Mitsubishi Kamikaze!] 
Charming Indian girl at Harbour Centre this morning. Another 
long talk with Natalie, who called Myle's ring 'that big 
clunker'. Obviously thinks it's a little pretentious. Girl 
at Makeup Forever walked by. She looked stunning. Down the 
Rabbit Hole 
27th (Tuesday)   [Mitsubishi Kamikaze!] 
Delicate light snow falling this morning. Showed Japanese 
girl the Kanji as a confirmation. 'Mitsubishi!' she said, 
quite loudly. Told her I'd show her the drawing when it was 
finished. 'Yes, please do,' she replied 
28th (Wednesday)   [Mitsubishi Kamikaze!] 
Talking with Natalie this morning, who hasn't checked out 
the website yet, but promises she will soon. The card is on 
her dresser, & she wonders why her husband hasn't asked about 
it. Short little talk with the Indian girl too, who is 
strikingly handsome. Talking to Korean girl at Soody's, asking 
what happened to the other girl. Told me she was only temporary 
& said, 'Do you want ME to cut your hair?' This girl IS VERY 
beautiful. She calls herself 'Nicky' & her Korean name sounds 
something 'E-Soo-Young'. Talking to Ady on the phone 
Febuary
2nd (Monday)   [Mitsubishi Kamikaze!] 
Long day & night at work on the drawing 
3rd (Tuesday) [Mitsubishi Kamikaze!] 
 
Telling Maggie that Agnes hasn't seen the portrait. 'But it's 
not like I'm in love with her. I'm still in love with Minori' 
Familiar wave of her hand 
4th (Wednesday) 
Website work. Myle returned from the Orient! With nine new 
pairs of shoes, handbags, etc. She's 105lbs & told me she's on 
a salad diet until August. Rui Li showing me Year of the Ox 
horoscope for Horses. It was in Chinese, & said something about 
getting married, but warned about 'a third person'. The mtns in 
a lovely glow of pink light, & 15 minutes later the sky streaked 
with clouds colored in the same light.